Calm For The Pain | Nick Searles

I wasn’t going to go back there.

I was not going to at all.

But I tried and I failed.

And I tried and I failed.

And I’m sick of my back being against the wall.

Sure, thought I was in the clear.

Sure, thought I was clear & could go.

but as long as you are here

and I know that you are here

I write this letter and then I gotta blow.

Calm from the pain

Thought it was on the wane.

But it keeps getting stronger.

Keeps staying longer.

So, I can keep calm from the pain.

Right now I want to scream as the doubts begin.

And ebb in a way that makes me long for termination.

But it’s just my imagination and

I’ll be fine in a just a little while.

Calm from the pain.

Thought it was on the wane.

But it keeps getting stronger.

Keeps staying longer.

So I can keep calm from the pain.

Don’t you ever wonder?

Don’t you ever wonder

How your world is all asunder?

Then it’s too late and you give up.

The file has been corrupted.

Right now I want to scream as the doubts begin.

And ebb in a way that makes me long for termination.

But it’s just my imagination and

I’ll be fine in a just a little while.

Calm from the pain.

Thought it was on the wane

but it keeps getting stronger,

staying longer.

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